Ocean of Missed Chances

Laying on my bed, drowning in sadness. Losing my mind. Drifting to madness I see a shining in the distance. Trying to hold on to it's substance I run across the floor down the stairs out the door, no one cares. My heart is pulling me away from here. Still I follow without a hint of fear. I come to the edge of a shore, but my heart screamed out for more. Slowly I entered the water and waded trying to figure out how I was persuaded. This situation doesn't feel right. My lungs are becoming too tight There's a flash of a distant memory. Then the current pulled me into the sea, kicking and splashing, gasping for air Out of fear I begin to swear. My life is now flashing before my eyes. Still screaming, with no one to hear my cries I start to see what could have been. As the water rises above my chin, losing sight of all my romances I drown in an ocean of missed chances.